I am listening to "stay" by hurt. I feel very ache in the heart. Surprisingly, I did not feel sad nor happy. Things happen and today is August 17th, I sit in front of my computer writing about the incident and my feeling instead of studying about my exam for tomorrow. I feel very down and dissapoitned, maybe this is my first time. I can't believe that I am actually falling in love to a girl that I like. Confession is never a good experience after knowing the truth. My mind now very blank and complicated because I got rejected. This will be the greatest impact of my life, and from today onward, I'll growth and growth even stronger then my previous self. However, till now I still can't believe the fact that the relationship can't work out. I think either I was being played by the person or she was really not into this. But still love does not come with the effort that you did. It is not a logic, it is inunderstandable. I knew, I knew that in my mind but I can't stop myself from thinking about her. I decided to forget about her and keep move on toward my life. But all in the sudden, I still wanted her back.....guess that human are stupid animal that very foolish. My mind very pain and I wish I can hold her hand during that time, kiss her without her permission, but..... I wish for a lot of thing but now.......... I hope you will stay and I believe that you are the right one, but since like we don't work out quite well. Well, I think I should start to forget about you, and give myself some times. Now back to study for tomorrow exam........after exam, it's time for me to emo~~~
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