Untouchable Feeling

Don't know why blog had become my diari book whenever I had thought in my mind and some emo feeling inside me. I rather share it here than facebook because I am not a person that like to tell people about myself. That is why I choose my head title "secret in the sky" which mean you posses a secret in you which shape in the sky, meaningful indeed. Somehow, I will use my so called "philosophy" mind to think about the world, the cause and effect of an incident.

Here come my story of the day,
I was being complained by parent and kids that I was not teaching well enough and therefore they are not improving. Moreover, some children doubt my credibility as an english teacher and they do not like my teaching method. My first feeling was not angry instead, I am dissapointed in the sense that I put a lot of afford in teaching them to improve in the class but they just don't think that it's important. So, time goes by, I starting to become more and more random. I try to approach them again but children nowaday just don't seem to see how important english is. So, I am dissapointed again by them until today I was being complained. I am dissapointed because so far I did what the children expected and I give them alot of freedom. But in turn, what they do is talk something bad about the teacher.

So, now i learn my lesson that "NEVER BE SO GOOD TO CHILDREN". I needed to show serious face and act as a strict teacher during class so that they won't thought i am too casual. Plus, I too should held some responsible for my action so I tell my boss that I willing to give free extra class for them so that they know how to score for their UPSR. What am I thinking that time? I mean their future is in my hand and I was like randomly think it was not my problem. I am so dumb to think about those thing. But, what I can do now is to change my method of teaching next time and be a good teacher. However, there will be a scar that I will never forget for being a educationer and a principe that I'll never forget.

Wish me luck and Hope that I would not suffer from that Untoucable feeling hahahaha!!!